081221 [the one that leaves me raw]

Oh my breath escapes meAs I prayThat your lastWas full of peace. That you finally are comforted, Held by the one who created youTo be loved extraordinarilyBecause that's all you've ever deserved. You've left an aching, wide holeGaping in me and the worldAnd I don't know where to go from here. I'm mad at youAnd …